terça-feira, dezembro 25, 2007

a toast

photo by antoniopedrolopes

this text is a w-i-p to be finished until january 31st, 2008 in tehran, iran.



to the internet


to virtual intercourse


to fuck fuck fuck and take hours to come


to pop music


to analu in prague


to the smiths louis & mona


to skiing cross country


to pretending i'm very busy talking on the phone to someone that adores me and i adore back


to bad actors


to toxic and crazy in love


to bill t. jones and arnie zane


to pina bausch


to meg stuart


to marco berrettini cheers!


to everyting piss drinking doing in a bottle in the street in another body and in your bed


to joão fiadeiro hello!


to my body the buddhist


to composition in real time


to ana b-a-n-a-n-a and claudio you should meet and make babies


to vera mantero


to yvonne rainer


to trisha brown


to cage


to jérome bel, la ribot, le roy, salomon


to anna theresa, pleaze.


to bertolluci, antonioni and fellini


to apichatpong weeserathakul, tsai ming liang and kim ki duk


to pedro costa, manoel de oliveira e joão césar monteiro


to mike leigh


to lynch and cassavettes


to SHORTBUS to HEDWIG!


to Jonathan Larson


to Puccini


to lars von trier


to bjork harsh!


to barney, abramovic, athey, franko b to the body as a canvas


to cocaine


to marijuana


to dark rooms


to empty cold gardens


to pdl, lx,porto, nyc, santa fe,fall river, seoul, to minneapolis


to paris to paris


to toronto tonto


to birds in songs to bush


to kate bush


to beckett, shakespeare, pinter and kane


to you to do to post its


to olga to my friend olga


to ET


to the Diana's temple and the surviving angels laura, pedro, marta, rita, rita, ana, tania, i cannot rememeber anyone else


to britney spears, christina aguilera, madonna, winehouse


to lisa loeb "stay i missed you"


to nan goldin


to ryan mcginley and dash board we could fuck


to bruce la bruce and justify my love


to i wanna make love in a train crosscountry


to marko


to eastern europe and min lee


to cellphones, peanuts, beers and one night stands


to glass frames


to alan mikli, giorgio armani, vogue and vintage trash


to jetlag and jet 7tra$h


to ANNA the one and only


to wampach to wampach


to summercamps and summer fucks


to me and a gun


to TORI


to ANI


to fiona, nina, shannon, ana deus, marta dias, pj harvey,


to self sucking, finger fucking and masturbation


to control over


to manipulation and over empowered bitches


to "can you feel me now? can you hear me now?"


to jean luc godard


to nijinsky and cobain


to my life in paper bags


to limoeiro


to the azores the green the dam the cows in space and the hotsprings


to vodafone, mtv, big brother and manuela moura guedes


to a never written film a never sung concert


to RON PANVINI


to "won't you light my fire?"


to cindy sherman


to condoms condoms condoms


to what was your name again? yeah you you from manila


to mentos and diet cokes


to ants, rats, tigers, zebras, bloodsuckers sucking sucking


to ÁLVARO DE CAMPOS


to marianne baillot huuuuuuuuuuuuuum


to being small


to "being ecological" flying low cost and recycling newspapers only


to giving head


to growing up with nightmares


to santa claus and the old man


to hell


to neura to noia to nada


to ismos to kill them


to apathy


to your best friends grown to be pathetic drug dealers


to getting rich


to my new laptop, cellphone and haircut


to being positive and negative simultaneosuly


to joni mitchell


to fucking and being fucked


to all the mutha fuckin singer songwriters and those who dare to yell their hearts out


to freedom and flutes


to mixtapes, burned cds, mp3 and ipod


to macbook


to guilherme garrido


to michael jackson


to opening the door at age 7


to my father yes to my father


to it's getting late


to everyone that i will never say hello even tough we have crossed


to the 3 drawers full of pj's i got thoughout the years


to milan and the via privata dream


to white roses and kusturica


to larry clark, gus van sant and vicent gallo


to pornography


to sweet and tender collaborations


to everyone listed in my professional CV in my cellphone in my old agendas emails list of contacts and alive in my memory


to the twin towers


to drowning in my couch


to being lost and not having maps


to being DAZZLED to then be dazed and confused


to lifestyle and money wasting pricks


to workaholics in laziness


to post traumatic stress disorder


to NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU


to 300 euros of DERMATOLOGY a month


to memory loss


to art education


to purple rain prince prince prince and diamonds and pearls


to maria jerez


to writing a dedication to my own self


to andrea moisés monster beauty babe complex compilation of factors


to fascination and irradiation


to Bob Fosse and Fred Astaire


to rewriting my autobiography












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Anónimo disse...

to me and he