HERO 0

hero zero
passing through the city of no light
trees mourning and purple rain
i do it because i want to
i take this empty seat
cargo and war
i look out of this dirty window
i think "is that all there is?"
grass and shame

hero zero
getting all consumed by his long-long-loooong time anxiety
clouds like ashes and honey moons
i arrive in this old yugoslavian neighborhood
I is WE are 3
the joy of a dark room
I am distracted by the sunset
I am tired of having fun
twists and faints

hero zero
asking too much
thoughts forgetting and daily kills
i am taken for a ride
i still love you
fucking and missing
i am not to know
i am sorry
hell and thirst

hero zero
eating grass
a woman in pink hangs her clothes
a woman in a pink sweater stares at him
i feel cold when i smoke
i textend time inside and out
varandas and cows
i pay two 50 euro bills for freedom
i disappear in the shade of a t(h)ree
sugar and handkerchiefs

hero zero
counting crashed ceilings
ballerinas jumping and aretha franklin
i am not concentrated now
i am afraid i never really existed
eyes looking down and lucky strikes
i can´t get no real satisfaction
i´m lost in self creation and projections
broken radios and

hero zero
lifting up his head
floors sleeping and back pains
i´ve lost any criteria i had for a possible future
i have a past to rewrite
strange beds and long hairs
i want to hear your voice
i need to see a face
hearts and aches and cakes

hero zero
turning one
dead trees drinking and street rivers
i have been embraced
i have felt love
holy mess and and head shakes
i will become 2, 3
i will rejoice, understand and breathe it
i can´t hide much
dears and trains